a phonecall i never wanted to end
a silent voice.

yipee! my source of motivation rocked!

maybe 10-20 years down the road,
we'll seat in a cafe like them.

having a heart to heart chat of our past.
great resemblance

the classic

sometimes i forget who i am.
or i am suppose to do
even my goals in life.

and at other times
i feel too overpowered by my level of understanding
so much so im afraid of myself
even i am not certain of things going on here.

fragments of my memory.
remember it for me.

a focused mindset
all ready to soar.

now
or
never.

a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all!
the festive mood this year feels so much better than before, even thou its suppose to be my exam week.

come on guan xian! get ready your mood to study, for its now or never!

*i can do it.

蝴蝶頁
一直想飛的蝴蝶頁
羽翼被綁了結

卻也維持著左右對稱的閃亮
我把有生命周期的愛情

簽約後鑲鑽
在年限來之前
絕不歸還

*方文山

just saw a moment to remember again on TV, really somehow that show really brings a huge impact to me whenever i watch it.

anyways some updates on my day. went out with lukito, pang and zixiang after our marketing lecture, which as usual ended very early!
had planned to have steamboat for dinner but later on changed to hawker @ parkway cos my mum said the steamboat there wasn't nice.

then comes the highlight of the day, the 4 of us then decided to go H.I.G.H and have some drinks and lan there(H.I.G.H is a high class lan gaming center only for 18 and above for they sell alcohol), finished up 2 rounds of battlefield which we all sucked at! and shortly after zixiang went crazy over drinking. the first round wasn't that bad but after we met shunfa and ruby, things got worse.

zixiang total up 6 drinks alone, all containing alcohol. spent some really nice time there with the cozy environment and chit-chatted with them while zixiang go crazy on his drinks.

1 night and it seems like we're regulars for the lads over there. just finished cleaning up all the fans in my house. tired! tomorrow eve's already, everyone! take care and enjoy your chinese new year!

the unsought voice within.

i had a nightmare a sudden one after so many years.
should i thank the nightmare? for reflection starts coming in right after.

but i guess, it'll just go the same way like i was in the dream.

hey hey hey!!!!!
this is my 50th post already!

weee! finished up my last project of this semester, suddenly feel quite lost cos its valentine's day and after submission its 5pm! haha.
I've got NO DATES for valentines! haha and has it been from the day since i arrived to this world, so it doesn't makes much of a difference. lol

but at least i got cookie! hahaha rmb what i said? rooms for improvement! im sure you can do better next time. make more for me! hahaha =))

sleeping ba?

*what does it feel like to be two on this special day? i wonder*
changing my blog music soon, stay tune!

year after year
the significance of valentines just gets stronger
mainly peer influence.
don't you think so? haha!

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

i like the lyrics. sometimes i wonder how song writers get their lyrics from.

呵呵
在笑我自己

她
圍了一座城
無法離開的一切都被容忍

此刻
傳回來的風聲
都是我願意等

城外無法進入的
也將無法成為 我們

*方文山

its been long since i last posted, been rather busy with projects and ya, my laziness to do some posting.
arghh, i'm confused.

and today.
with every step, i move further away

看著你的影子
慢慢從我的視線消失
束手無策的我
只是慢慢的離開了