realise,
as i walk the path to the bus stop, the long path from the reservoir. scenes from 1 litre of tears came flashing back to me as my itunes played their theme song.
and at that moment, i realise i was all alone in the long path, lonely and all by myself then i wondered, my life has always been like this. even without exchanging looks, i'll walk pass people while knowing of their existence. giving them the cold shoulders in exchange of a cool self, where one walks his own path by himself.

will my road by the same in the future? the bored, lonesome, a world of only but myself? i'll wish someone would come by the road and greet me with a hello.
did something silly too, tried to walk like ikechi aya of that show trying to understand how it feels to want to do but cant do something you always like to do. was terrible and i felt especially in singapore, where people are moving in haste, begin not able to walk as fast is as good as being labeled outcast from the society.

perfection, is it possible? i wonder sometimes

原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定
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currently playing* 杨丞琳 - 只想爱你